浑浑厄厄地度过了9个月又十二天，回顾时只觉得好像一切都没有改变一样。我还是原来的我，一点都没有改善。态度还是像以往一样恶劣，只有三分热度。
这令我觉得上半年的努力似乎快泡汤了。有点不舍，但一切以结束了。都怪自己，热度不维持，结束才悲哀。终于，学校考试结束了，但却希望可以再考，让我有个改过的机会。算了，也只能让它去吧！对不起，我想我又令你失望了。
其实可以摆脱考试也值得高兴的！还有最后的几个考试，大家一起加油吧！
Friday, 11 September 2009
Monday, 3 August 2009
停课
其实有几次我还瞒想写东西的，只是要打，觉得很懒。。
今天，真没想到学校竟然会停课。可喜？还是可悲？因人而异。不知为何曾经我很想放假，但现在不太想，也许是因为看到太多的功课吧！我忽然觉得有种快要窒息的感觉，也许你们不察觉，那是因为我一直在用不在乎的心情去面对，那真的是我要表现的吗？我真的那么快乐？还是在麻醉自己？
我觉得自己越来越不受控制了。教别人好像很厉害，自己却连别人都不如！嗨！不知该如何形容自己。
今天，真没想到学校竟然会停课。可喜？还是可悲？因人而异。不知为何曾经我很想放假，但现在不太想，也许是因为看到太多的功课吧！我忽然觉得有种快要窒息的感觉，也许你们不察觉，那是因为我一直在用不在乎的心情去面对，那真的是我要表现的吗？我真的那么快乐？还是在麻醉自己？
我觉得自己越来越不受控制了。教别人好像很厉害，自己却连别人都不如！嗨！不知该如何形容自己。
Saturday, 6 June 2009
温馨
一个画面，不同感想。而我的感想也未必是大家赞同的。。
今天，我幸运地看到了一个画面，对我而言，那，是一个很温馨的画面。它让我敬佩！你相信两个不曾见面，不曾对话。竟然在短短的几秒间玩得那么开心。不同的肤色，一个人在车内，一个人在车外，隔着一块玻璃都能如此亲切地玩，令我看在眼里，羡慕在心。真希望那一幕能被我拍下，永远留念。
现在的社会，就连邻居之间也未必会有这样的情况出现。当时他们还把双方的拇指就这样隔着玻璃，贴在一起。听起来像熟悉的情节，但你那熟悉的情节是在什么情况，什么条件下形成的。。。
今天，我幸运地看到了一个画面，对我而言，那，是一个很温馨的画面。它让我敬佩！你相信两个不曾见面，不曾对话。竟然在短短的几秒间玩得那么开心。不同的肤色，一个人在车内，一个人在车外，隔着一块玻璃都能如此亲切地玩，令我看在眼里，羡慕在心。真希望那一幕能被我拍下，永远留念。
现在的社会，就连邻居之间也未必会有这样的情况出现。当时他们还把双方的拇指就这样隔着玻璃，贴在一起。听起来像熟悉的情节，但你那熟悉的情节是在什么情况，什么条件下形成的。。。
生活素质
随着科技的进步，生活素质也渐渐提高了。。但，这真的是好事吗？难道都没有发现，其实凡事都是互相牵连的。就像一条直线，一旦你把它拉向一方，那，它就会远离另一方了。生活素质也不例外，它提高了，那，人的素质就降低了。有了方便，人变懒了；有了高大的房子，人变冷漠了。这一切一切都是科技进步的代价。。
这个假期，我迷失了。我不知道自己在做什么，想做的事还是提不起劲。我还在原地踏步。看着日子一天天过去，我慌，我不知要如何面对，像山一样高的功课，像海一样宽大的知识，我该如何处理。真的觉得自己的生活越来越颓废，而不是进步！很讽刺吧！对于不赞同的人我只能说这是我自己的看法。
这个假期，我迷失了。我不知道自己在做什么，想做的事还是提不起劲。我还在原地踏步。看着日子一天天过去，我慌，我不知要如何面对，像山一样高的功课，像海一样宽大的知识，我该如何处理。真的觉得自己的生活越来越颓废，而不是进步！很讽刺吧！对于不赞同的人我只能说这是我自己的看法。
Saturday, 23 May 2009
tag by Yan Ling [long time ago]
15 random facts about me
1.Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2.People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 as well as state this rule clearly.
3.At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4.No tags back!!
1. time management -- can't plan my time nicely , can't use it wisely
2. confidence -- lack of confidence. This always make me fail in doing something....
3. absent-minded -- i always forget what i need to do and because of this i have been scolded for so many times... TT
4. lazy -- i am so lazy that i can just play and play without doing my homework which have to pass up tomorrow
5. decision -- i always indecisive on making decision. Just don't know why i just can change myself...
6. MCC -- sometimes i can be very mong ca ca. the level of MCC is u cant believe de
7. lost -- i duno wad can i do in the future n which road should i go
8. anticipate -- i always have big anticipate of something. if that thing cant be done in the way i want it to be then i will be sad for some moment~~a kind of way of wasting time
9. easy get angry in something that is very small , am i? << someone tell me d
10. always give myself reason to be lazy in something, cant control meself
11. annoying i think.. some of my friends say that i look like their mum
12. my friends say i look very quiet but i actually not. it is just because of i am very shame
13. like something dat is different , for example i like 2 read book of special title
14. Have a bad habit: loves to touch my hair or pull my hair<< same as "u"
15. loves to read books that have not so much words, like books that got pictures << same too
hu! finally finish. my brain is going to break because of tis^^
XD haha
the people below is the people i want to tag
-A
-B
-C
-D
-E
-F
-G
-H
-I
-J
actually i have less friends so duno wan 2 tag who coz all oso have been tag already
1.Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2.People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 as well as state this rule clearly.
3.At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4.No tags back!!
1. time management -- can't plan my time nicely , can't use it wisely
2. confidence -- lack of confidence. This always make me fail in doing something....
3. absent-minded -- i always forget what i need to do and because of this i have been scolded for so many times... TT
4. lazy -- i am so lazy that i can just play and play without doing my homework which have to pass up tomorrow
5. decision -- i always indecisive on making decision. Just don't know why i just can change myself...
6. MCC -- sometimes i can be very mong ca ca. the level of MCC is u cant believe de
7. lost -- i duno wad can i do in the future n which road should i go
8. anticipate -- i always have big anticipate of something. if that thing cant be done in the way i want it to be then i will be sad for some moment~~a kind of way of wasting time
9. easy get angry in something that is very small , am i? << someone tell me d
10. always give myself reason to be lazy in something, cant control meself
11. annoying i think.. some of my friends say that i look like their mum
12. my friends say i look very quiet but i actually not. it is just because of i am very shame
13. like something dat is different , for example i like 2 read book of special title
14. Have a bad habit: loves to touch my hair or pull my hair<< same as "u"
15. loves to read books that have not so much words, like books that got pictures << same too
hu! finally finish. my brain is going to break because of tis^^
XD haha
the people below is the people i want to tag
-A
-B
-C
-D
-E
-F
-G
-H
-I
-J
actually i have less friends so duno wan 2 tag who coz all oso have been tag already
5月23日
昨天，好累啊！真的很累！连东西都忘记带回来了，还要忙的团团转去解决。但最后还是没有解决，拜一还要去找。不过也有一些值得留念的回忆。虽然没有相机拍下这美好的一切，我会尽力去记。回忆起那时我油得正投入时，忽然那个滚轮卡在冷气那边，真的很好笑。
嗨！遗憾的是班上的人有的太自我了，缺乏气氛，不能完全沉浸在快乐之中。真的好羡慕。。。不能投入是我的错吗？是我不熟悉他们吗？不知道~~只希望能够更自在。
嗨！遗憾的是班上的人有的太自我了，缺乏气氛，不能完全沉浸在快乐之中。真的好羡慕。。。不能投入是我的错吗？是我不熟悉他们吗？不知道~~只希望能够更自在。
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